So I've realised that today I've lost majority of my really good and close friends. Something I thought that would never happen yet it did, I've been ignored at most times and just when I really need my friends they're gone and too busy with their own life and attachments..

Is it wrong to want a day out with your close friends? I'm probably sounding absolutely needy right now and I know much people hate it but this is something I feel like it should be said but then again if I tell them it'll end in a fight and I lose those two friendships.

I haven't see my "brother" in probably two months but I can't help but feel ignored... My god I'm such a princess why can't I for once just not over think and just go on with life!

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So this Saturday! Im going to trashbags with Eric, he wanted to experience my type of music. I wasn't about to go since I wanted to hang out with the tripod but they're busy again so I guess I'm going trashbags. I wanted newton to go since he hasn't gone to one in ages but I think it'll be weird plus I don't think he wants to hang out with me =T

So Saturday will be awesome, staying at Eric's for the night, he'll be mixing drinks for me since he was a bartender in the states hehe. Sunday I'll be raiding his apartments indoor pool and jacuzzi haha!!!

Um I think that's all I needed to say. Sigh I'm in no state for anything. Life is falling apart rapidly. This song I'm listening to as well, just makes me more sadder and makes me think about my past with a certain person. I wonder if he still listens to this song that I showed him....

I said I wouldn't twitter it. But this isn't twitter!

I'm on a train! I like trains, I like trains, I like trains, I like trains!

Iron-on interfacing is never fun when it's over 25 degrees... Ugh.